Friends *continued* I don’t have many, but the close ones mean so much to me~ Janice!! I love you! We’ve gotten much closer lately, and I love it so much! We’re going through similar things and it’s comforting to have such a passionate, beautiful, little, thoughtful, caring, and the list goes on, friend like you to always talk to. Never to judge, and always to BAKE YUMMIES TOGETHER!! Haha~ Best friend Emily! We don’t always see each other often, but those times when I do get to be blessed with the image of you, I remember all we’ve been through and I know why you’re my BFFF. We practically share birthdays and we used to wear similar clothing without planning it (plus those times that were planned lol) and I just have so many lovely memories with you! I can always talk to you freely and I always want to hear how you’re feeling! You said it best, but I will try to barf it up hehe: as life gets more real, I’m glad to have such a beautifully put together best friend by my side. Haha you mean so much to me <3 As the world around me warps and explodes and bakes and liquifies… I feel like the luckiest person ever because I have such wonderful people who will always stand by me as we propel cheese sticks into the air to fight dinosaurs and fish tanks. … I promise I’m sane most the time. : ) I don’t like saying luck… haha some may know that instead of saying ‘good luck’ on a test, I will say ‘good skill’ I strongly believe that good fortune comes our way because we are smart and hard working. Not necessarily karma, but that we are in charge of the outcomes. Sure, there are unexpected, favorable and unfavorable events that may happen TO us, but I believe we LIVE life, and life does not happen TO us. No way am I going to rely and wait for those good things to happen. Although I say I feel lucky for all those wonderful people~ I believe it takes effort to keep loved ones. I will always be at your side as well <3 I will fight monsters for you~
Damn you sleep schedule! Nappy time ^~^ things have been going great and not so great lately. But I’ve come to the greater realization of who I am thankful for. First of all, my parents mean so damn much to me. It hurts me when they are struggling and hurting, but I also will fight for what I believe in. They want to give me everything and the best of everything, but the most they can give me is autonomy. They’ve given me so much for me to be grateful for, but the greatest thing is their love. Even though I’m not complying with them most of the time these days, I hope my attempts to show them I love them so much are seen and felt. My boyfriend has been absolutely amazing with me and all the crap I have brought to him as of late… well, not only lately haha. He brings me up when I don’t know standing is an option. So metaphoricish… ishnessousicityfultionlyicingageicalize! He makes me so happy ^~^ but he also makes me better. A best friend I can always go to for a simple smile to make my entire day better : ) He is *the one worth fighting for!* -Disney moment- Friends
